Growth

We've been told that growth is painful, but I couldn't had ever imagine how painful could it be. I'm currently experiencing a huge and massive wave of growth, full of rage and impotence. Standing on the line where there's nothing left you can do, is the most painful experience I've ever had. Waiting, hoping, thinking, standing in there, where you don't know where to go, if you should stay or if you should move forward. Because I don't want to make that move, I don't want to get over you, not today, not ever. You're worth everything, but self love is the first kind of love we must appreciate... I'll be always there for you, but I really need to be there for me first.